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And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Mon Mar 09, 2020 8:06 pm
by Leo Eskandari
Leo sat on the edge of the roof, hunched over with his hoodie pulled over his head as far as his anatomy would allow. He didn't seem to notice that it was starting to rain.
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Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Mon Mar 09, 2020 11:30 pm
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley was passing between buildings when he noticed Leo hanging out on the edge of the roof like a brooding super hero. He didn't try to contact him...
Until he came out onto the roof himself with his messenger bag and an umbrella.
He popped the umbrella and held it up in a fashion that covered the both of them.
Well sort of... for now... It wouldn't work very well if Leo stood up.
"You need to brood inside mate. Where it's dry and warm. You'll get sick if you don't."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Mon Mar 09, 2020 11:59 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"Just... leave me alone," he answered broodingly.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 12:29 am
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley didn't.
Instead, he reached out to wrap his arms around the larger boys neck for a hug and to lean against his back.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 12:34 am
by Leo Eskandari
Leo jerked some but didn't shove Ainsley away.
"The hell are you doin'?" he asked, voice threatening to crack.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 12:47 am
by Ainsley Green
"Hugging you.
Want me to stop?"
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 12:56 am
by Leo Eskandari
"Do what you want," he said gruffly. "I don't care."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:11 am
by Ainsley Green
Being part of the small boys club meant Ainsley could easily just lean into Leo and still be propped upright by the bulk of him, so that's exactly what Ainsley did. His face mashed onto the other boys shoulder, he continued to hug him while simultaneously dropping his dead weight on Leo.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:18 am
by Leo Eskandari
"Okay, now you can get the hell off," he grumbled, getting annoyed at last. But it came out just as insincere as everything else he was saying.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:25 am
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley did get off of him, kind of?
He slid to the side to sit next to his friend on the ledge, the umbrella held up just high enough Leo could feel it brushing against his hair. Ainsley leant his head against Leo's shoulder, and looked up at the other young man with a goofy grin on his face.
He might have been fucking with him now?
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:32 am
by Leo Eskandari
"You should quit before I hurt you," he said in warning, though it was clearly more a fear than a threat.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:36 am
by Ainsley Green
"You saying that cause you want me to stop, or because you're afraid you might?" He asked.
"Cuz I'm not afraid you might."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:48 am
by Leo Eskandari
He sighed miserably.
"It wouldn't be the first time I've lost control today."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 1:53 am
by Ainsley Green
"Wanna talk about it mate?"
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 2:58 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"I thought I just wasn't holding back in Power Training because I knew it was just a simulation. But then when it sent out guys with shock sticks I... everything just went red. If it had been a real fight, I..." he said, unable to stop his voice from breaking into a restrained sob, "I would have killed someone."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 3:18 pm
by Ainsley Green
"Leo...." Ainsley replied in a tone meant to comfort.
"You shouldn't be so hard on yourself. It's not real, like you said, and that's why we do things this way."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 4:05 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"But how can I ever use this for good if I turn into a friggin' animal if pushed even a little? Especially if... if it felt good," he replied, sounding scared.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 5:00 pm
by Ainsley Green
"It's Not inherently wrong to like inflicting pain.
Admittedly it might make you a bit of a sadist, but as long as it's directed at the right people... I'm not sure i see a problem friend."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 5:33 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"Not that."
Well, maybe a little that.
"I mean the letting the beast loose. It felt so... so freeing... that I'm terrified I'll forget how to be me."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 6:40 pm
by Ainsley Green
"Not what?" Ainsley replied, oblivious.
Ainsley was reluctant to answer Leo's observation at first. His hesitancy was somewhat lost thanks to his disability, but the pause was still obvious.
"It felt freeing because it's part of you now."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 6:48 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"That's what scares me. I don't want to kill or maim anyone but that's the first thing I went for."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 7:46 pm
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley sat quietly for a moment to think.
"Perhaps I should practice with you for now. "
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 7:54 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"Thanks for offerin'," he said with a weak smile.
"But Lippincott thinks you're a crutch and would stick his nose in."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 8:03 pm
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley scowled at the crutch comment. "Yes, someone who clearly hasn't ever had friends would think they were a weakness."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 10:51 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"He said you talking to me like you do animals interferes with me defining myself. I thought he might have a point at the time."
"Maybe my beast half just likes you and behaves but, if anything, I feel more balanced around you."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Tue Mar 10, 2020 11:50 pm
by Ainsley Green
"What does wanker know anyways? Does he even have a mutation?
I bet his just some bloody normie coming in here to boss us around." Ainsley replied, clearly miffed.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 12:16 am
by Leo Eskandari
"It wouldn't friggin' surprise me if he was," he said with an affirmative grunt.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 1:20 am
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley sighed, and leant back into Leo's shoulder, looking off at nothing moodily.
"I'd suggest we burn his house down but that seems counter-intuitive."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 1:41 am
by Leo Eskandari
He grunted an agreement, seemingly content to let Ainsley lean against him as he listened to the rain.
After a while, he said, "I never thought I'd let myself call someone a friend ever again. But I... think I believe that you are."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 1:59 am
by Ainsley Green
"Well I know you're my friend, so I guess we're in agreement."
Ainsley's head jerked from his resting place and he looked up at Leo.
"Can we get best friend shirts?! Please say yes!"
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 12:24 pm
by Leo Eskandari
He glared down at Ainsley. "Don't make me change my mind."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 1:19 pm
by Ainsley Green
"Wait wait wait! Hear me out! He uses his hand for visual illustration across his own
t-shirt, his finger guiding Leo's eyes.
"BRO CLUB." Somehow, Leo could actually hear the larger text.
"Ladies welcome!"
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 2:22 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"I should warn you that my tail sometimes strikes on instinct," he said with a faint smirk.
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 3:58 pm
by Ainsley Green
"Well I could pass a 'Leo' tattoo off as my star sign... He hedged, but followed with- "But you're going to have a much harder time explaining why you have my name across your chest in permanent gothic font."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 4:08 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"Fine," he grumbled, "Manage to get a star shirt in my size and maybe, maybe, I'll wear it."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 4:14 pm
by Ainsley Green
"Oh No, this is copyrighted mate. " He says, collaring the shirt he was currently wearing.
"I was thinking more like a fake gym logo, fitted cut so you can show off your swole pecs to all interested parties."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 5:24 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"A badass manticore obviously," he said, getting it now, "Being ridden by a warrior. Yanno, something totally metal."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 9:22 pm
by Ainsley Green
"Are you the warrior or is it me?"
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 9:52 pm
by Leo Eskandari
"You're the warrior," he said before realizing the possible implications of the image.
"Wait, no, you're the wizard ridin' the big-ass wolf."
Re: And We Believe It's Not The Real Me

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Wed Mar 11, 2020 9:57 pm
by Ainsley Green
Ainsley 'laughed' silently. "I mean, I'm not going to yuck your yum or nothing, but you're going to need to buy me dinner first at least. "